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I dont deserve...I don't deserve your friendship.
Thought I love you and try and keep mind of you,
I feel that I'm a hindrance in your life.
You don't make me feel this way, your always good to me.
Weather it's little problems I have or if it's a big deal,
You sit and you listen to my words with out trying to top my pain with a story of your own.
You support even my silliest of dreams, helping me to feel they can come true.
At the same, keeping me to what is real so as I do not float away
To worlds unknown.
I had no idea the day I met you that you'd become such a big part of my life.
I had no idea I could feel so welcome.
I write notes to you in my head of things I'm not brave enough to tell you,
For rear you'll push me away.
My head reels trying to just think of something to say to you,
Even though I'm comfortable in our silence.
You spell out for me the truth and where it should hurt,
Where I should feel much pain, sorrow and anger.
Even when I'm upset I'm calm, so long as I know
a dangerous hallucinationThe light coming through the window was bright,
much too bright.
Even though my eyes were closed
I could see it-
The skin of my arms prickled,
sweat dripped from my brow.
It was two in the afternoon but…
the sun was setting
through the window facing east.
I should have seen the hutch,
shelves lined with bone china
decorated with delicate leaves and vines.
I was so thirsty
and reaching for cups that should have been there.
Instead I found a billboard of butterflies,
the colors raging
more than any rainbow
I'd ever seen.
Their wings fluttered and flashed
yet somehow they moved in slow motion.
I wanted to stand,
wanted to reach out and touch them but…
I couldn't move,
and yet I laughed
ignoring my dry mouth
and the tingling in my feet.
There was a tempest
on the rise
and in my blood.
A sugar rush disguised
as a riot of butterflies
and they were swarming me.
There was a small vial
of insulin in my pocket
that I nev
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